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~.~ *thinking of the future and feeling depressed* ...
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?
Hey!!! What does that mean, huh?! How am I nuts? Someone tell me! Am I really crazy or nuts?!!?
Actually, nevermind, don't tell me. *sigh*
*pout* At least I got an 'H' afterwards...
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?
I just had a most interesting conversation that went something like this:
Me: Hey! How's it going?
Friend: Hi! Nothing much, you?
Me: Same as usual, boring.
...*long pause*...
Friend: I had a dream today
Me: O_o; Ermm...I had one also..
Friend: Haha, but did your's have anything to do with giant pink bunnies, top hats, roses, and a cucumber?
Me: What the...what's up with the cucumber?! *_*;
Friend: Hmmm...I dunno, it was just there...but my whole dream was weird!
Me: No kidding...I had a dream about canes, masks, and smoke bombs though...sound familiar? @_@
Friend: Haha...again? Dude, our dreams are out of wack!
Me: Yes...I think I've watched the Seramyu musicals one too many times..
Friend: Haha, anyway, my dream was pretty kinky.
Me: Er...O_o;
Friend: And you know what? I just found out an interesting fact!
Me: Oh~ really...? And that is?
Friend: Yeah! You know what REM stands for, right? Other than the song from Trigun.
Me: Yep, what about REM?
Friend: Did you know that men show penile erection during REM??
Me: ... _o_;;; I don't wanna know where you found that out...
Friend: But it's interesting, right??
Me: *sigh* What you do on you free time...
And that was the end of our conversation. Interesting fact indeed...~o~;;
Hmm...just sold my copy of the Warcraft III Beta for a hundred bucks. Yay. That was a good deal for me...and I'm still in a mild shock that people would actually pay a hundred dollars for a Beta...oh well, I ain't complaining.
*chuckle* I REALLY LOVE this song...
Oh yes, before all else, here Phung:
JUNE
Damn Lollicup makes me feel sick...
Mish, awesome story ^_^~! It's cool how you used the water/reflection thing as a means of Remus communicating with the wolf. *nods* Yes, and I like the whole "Packmate/Sirius" thing also...touching..~ Sometimes the wolf knows best, ne? XD
Phung: Really?! A shooting? Dude, and this is what, a middle school? I swear, the world is coming to an end, very soon...it was good no one was hurt or seriously injured.
Hmm...I don't see you as a Subaru, Rachel...more like a Sorata or a Yuzuriha..^o^ But yeah, you know yourself more than I know you...so forget what I said...~_~;
Oh yeah, anyone reading anything lately?
I'm listening to the song you told me to get, Phung. It's, err..interesting. ^^; The lyrics are pretty..umm...inspirational? O_o
Err...ano...eto.....SIRIUSU! *glomp* RIIMASU! *glomp* GROUP PIC!! Weee...
You're Aoki Seiichirou!
#_#~ yay~~~ I like Seiichirou~~
Haruka song samples at Koei's...:
Genbu: *Shiver* I knew putting Hoshi Souichirou and Ishida Akira in the same song was NOT a good idea. EVIL. x_x; And the tune of the song makes them sound freaky...at least Ishida doesn't sing in it...~_~;;
I must now get the Haruka mini-albums...*heart* maybe except Genbu...I was traumatized enough already...*concentrates on anything but Yasuaki's singing voice..*
I will go off and listen to some Takahashi Naozumi and Inoue Kazuhiko songs now...
A new set of tests....XD
*LOL* Ireland?! O_o; A servant of dark forces~~ hahaha...I found this test highly entertaining~ *o* XD
I was digging through some of my old back-up files, and found this. It's pretty crappy because I think it was written like 4-5 years ago for fun.
Choosing Roads
Everyone has a path to walk in life
SEPTEMBER
I guess I do fit under September...T_T
Rachel!!! Spelling!!!! *_* BABYLON...BABYLON! It's BABYLON. Yeah, and Michelle corrected the other one...Spell it Kyou...Heck, I'll even accept Kyo, albeit reluctantly, but never Kyoo. That would make it sound like "kyuu." Err..yeah...*heart* Shigure's evillllll~ XD
And I still haven't ever seen this Garland-guy that you guys keep mentioning...
Blog Topic: Jungle wa Itsumo no Hare nochi Guu
Ahem..cough...err..I'm not sure about "in the world" but it's certainly brain-boggling and extremely hilarious. Jungle, as I will call it from now on, has no plot, in my opinion. It's a bunch of crazy episodes and scary situations all stuck together to form what is one boy's life. Hare (pronounced HAA-RE), a normal boy, well..as normal as any boy can be that lives in the jungle, lives with his mother in the jungle where there's, for some magical reason, air-conditioning and modern technology. His mother, a giddy and airheaded alcoholic, loves to baby Hare yet makes him to all the house chores. O_o; Anyway, one day, his mother comes home with a pink-haired girl by the name of Guu, announcing to Hare that Guu would be living with them from now on. At first, Guu seems to be just a perfectly normal and cute girl, and Hare even seems to develop a little crush on her. Yet little does he know that she is not what she seems. He spends the night playing "LIFE" with her, and decidedly has a fun and memorable day. However, the next morning, Guu's face totally changes from that of a cute wide-eyed girl to a closed-eye cynic. Her whole personality changes from nice to evil (err..'evil'...MY definition of evil). Apparently, she is not human, but only Hare sees what she really is. An uncanny ability to swallow things whole, Hare soon discovers that Guu supports life inside of her...meaning that she has swallowed people that live inside of her. Anyhow, the two people inside of Guu seem perfectly content where they are even though there are weird creatures and objects inside of Guu. From then on, Hare's life totally changes into an extremely bizarre one, and he accumulates more than one tumors and shocks in his young life. I feel SO sorry for him. So, the series continues on from there, as Guu continues to bring up different crazy and ridiculous incidents TO Hare.
Yes, I am very much addicted to Jungle. Its insanity level surpasses that of Digi Charat and even Utena. *SHOCK*! haha...well, to me, Utena doesn't make sense and makes my brain hurt. Jungle, on the other hand, squishes AND tickles my brain at the same time. XD
WOLFWOOD? HONTO? SERIOUS? THAT'S AWESOME! LOL~ I saw a guy that looked like Wolfwood some time ago also. Complete with the shades, the half-way unbuttoned shirt and the black suit. I was gaping from afar, and he turned around to look at me. He probably thought I was on drugs or something. XD haha, but he looked just like him!!! He just needed a huge cross to complete the look.
Now I have this weird urge to look around and spot out people who look like anime characters..
ahem. Yes, this is what I do when I'm sick. Layout is pretty crappy, but oh well...I was getting sick of the Gackt one anyway.
While everyone else is at school, I'm staying home with a major migraine. Err...hopefully, I'm not missing out on much. Maybe I should do my essay now.
Sick.
Mature...yeah...whatever...I don't feel like talking at the moment, so sorry to all those people I've been kinda just ignoring or not answering. Don't wanna take out my frustrations out on you guys. So yeah, it's better that I not talk. Yes, I know I'm an idiot. Thank you.
*goes to sleep*
Temperament Score
Err...I'm THAT close to being a rationalist or a hedonist...Personally, I think I'm more of a rationalist, but yeah, this test says I'm an idealist.
Motivations
David Keirsey reconfigured the Myers-Briggs typology to a scheme of four groups of four types that corresponds to the classic four temperaments. In Please Understand Me (1984), he defined one group as the Idealist temperament:
Attributes*
And yes, Fruits Basket has been licensed for quite a while. ~_~; Darn. Sigh~ at least I still have my manga and Furuba duramas...
Shigure~~~~~~~ NANDA~~!!!?!?!
!!!!THANK GOODNESS~~!!!! THE POWER IS BACK UP~! There was a black-out today on our block. I always keep my computer on, and I discovered that the computer was turned off this afternoon by a sudden black-out around 11 AM in the morning. Thinking that the power would come back on within an hour or so, I didn't go in hysterics or anything because I could just do some of my homework without using the computer. But after going out to lunch and coming back only to find the power was still out frustrated me. So I didn't do much today. It was a bad and very unproductive day, for me that is. I went out to dinner with a heavy heart, came back sometime around 6, and found out that the power still hadn't come back on. So that kinda sucked. Actually, it sucked a lot. I realize that I cannot live without technology, especially without a computer. I would die, and that would be that. Anyway, it's good that I have power now. Now I have to do my homework. Damnit. ~_~
Yeah Mish, I do know that sometimes listening is the only thing that one can do, but it's still frustrating to not be able to do anything more.
Phung, cheer up, ne?
I love my computer~
I love my parents. In one of my past entries, I admitted that I didn't believe in love. I was talking about love as in romantic love. However, there are many interpretations of what "love" means. So when I say I love someone, it means love as in spiritual love or just natural love, something you can feel only for someone who is related to you. I love my family, all of them. And I guess I'm lucky to have parents that really care about me. They let me do whatever I want as long as I'm not breaking the law, and they have enough faith in me to let me roam freely. So yeah, they're pretty cool. But sometimes, like any other ordinary teenager, I can't stand them. It's perfectly natural to feel that way. I have friends that have problems with their parents also, so I know I'm not the only odd person that has these problems. I hear a lot of people, mostly teenagers, who say that they hate their parents. That really sucks to hear, and it's sad that they feel that way. Even when I can't stand my parents and sometimes just want to run off so they would leave me alone, I honestly try to remind myself that they also have to put up with me... and I admit I'm not very easy to live with, so we both have to cut each other some slack.
But even with parents that really love me, sometimes I just don't get them. Sometimes, I feel resentful and angry towards them, sometimes so much that I feel like I have to just get away from the house. I suppose that's natural, but it still doesn't explain anything to me. I read from somewhere that your parents were put in your life for a reason. And the only answer I have is simple: God. Being a Christian, I know God has a reason for anything, from why lilies toil and spin to why we have parents. God helps me with my relationship with my parents, enabling me to realize that no matter how angry I feel towards them, I still love them deep down. Sometimes, it just takes a while for you to realize it. And so when I have these situations where I feel like yelling at my parents, I count to ten, go off to some quiet place, and pray. Pray. Prayer. I pray for my parents. I pray for myself. I pray that God will show me how to talk and understand my parents. I ask him to let me see their side of things so I can understand why they act the way they do. So dealing with my parents, to me, is something that I have begun to know how to do, but what can I say to my friends that have these problems that don't believe in Christ? What can I say to help them, to make them realize that there are always more than just their side of things? I don't know what I can say. I don't know what I can say to make them feel better. I don't know what I can say to make them understand what they're really saying. So I just sit and listen. Listen, listen, and listen more. And do nothing.
Ginseng Tea is good~ If it's strong enough, it wakes you right up~! Unfortunately, Ginseng is not cheap. Not cheap at all...I think it was like 100+ bucks for only several ounces of ginseng. Nope, not cheap at all. But that's okay, I get free samples of real ginseng from my dad. Ginseng Tea can be pretty potent stuff. Try brewing a large amount in smally cup, and WHOA~ it's bitter! But it's still good, it's still good. I like bitter stuff. Which leads me wondering why people don't like dark chocolate. THAT IS THE BEST KIND OF CHOCOLATE! Semi-sweet is good also, but dark is mmmmyumm..~
Anyway, I haven't been feeling so well this whole week. For some reason, my side hurts. It feels like someone punched me very hard in the stomach, or something very sharp was jabbed into my side. My mom says it might be appendisitis. Ergh~ not fun. Hopefully, it passes over tomorrow.
Hehe, on to funnier topics...I downloaded the Japanese version of "A Whole New World" from Aladdin (Disney), and it's hilarious~! Well, at least for me. I just started laughing my head off when Aladdin started singing...hahahaa...The singing wasn't THAT bad...the voice actors seemed to be very enthusiastic in their roles, but their singing could have been better, IMO.
I have just discovered to my horror that I can only eat a limited amount of food a day, approximately 2 slices of pizza, a sandwich, and 3 snacks.
I suddenly feel inspired to start playing the violin again. Inspired by who, you ask. By Vanessa Mae and one of my friends that play the violin extremely well. I started playing the violin when I was 6 but stopped at 13. It wasn't because I lost interest in it, it was more like I didn't have the time to practice it due to school activities, and two other instruments. But now that I'm done with the piano and the butterfly (Chinese instrument), hopefully I can start up with the violin again. I really don't want my knowledge to go to waste. I just wanted to blog about this because I'm worried that I won't have the time to practice it, with school and all, but I'll try...
*waves* Thanks for linking me, Rachel~ ^^;
Oh yes, hope you feel better, Mishi~~~ and breaking cds is dangerous. I almost poked out my eye last time I did it...hehee...or maybe it's dangerous for me...~_~;
Take the Colorgenics Test..pretty interesting...
My Colorgenics Profile:
Oh yes, friend's name was omitted due to privacy...it was pretty, ermm, embarrassing...~_~;
6:46 PM PST
np: Last Piece - Kirari (GTO)
6:10 PM PST
np: Ukulele na Ani - Inoue Kazuhiko (KwG)
Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Sensitive
Active mind
Hesitating
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Temperamental
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Daydreamer
Friendly
Knows how to make friends
Abiding
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
Fussy
Seldom show emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious
Executive
Stubborn
Those who loves me are enemies
Those who hates me are friends
Does it agree with you? Yes, no, maybe so? ^o^
Boba = starch balls --> starch balls inside of stomach = STOMACH ACHE
My excuse for continuing to drink it??
But IT WAS 'BUY ONE GET ONE FREE!!' ;_;
<Sunday - 03.10.02>
2:45 PM PST
np: White Album - Powder Snow - AKKO
<Friday - 03.08.02>
6:15 PM PST
np: The Middle - Jimmy Eat the World
<Thursday - 03.07.02>
6:30 PM PST
np: nothing
You are one of a dying breed... a true gentleman (or gentlewoman, as the case may be). You tend to be a little disorganized and scatterbrained, but your heart is always in the right place. While you aren’t always the one who gets the most attention, you are sweet, dependable, and extremely loyal to your loved ones. Your family and friends are very important to you, and you will go to any length to protect them.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
Quiz by Kerianne
Just stuffed full of surprises. No one ever knows what you're going to do next. The greatest mystery to you is, naturally, "how do they get the caramel in the Caramilk bars?"
Never heard of this brand of chocolate before....
Errr....did you know that a jar of marachino cherries can kill a labaratory test rat?? ^^;
6:07 PM PST
np: Nijiro . Kaina - Takahashi Naozumi (Inori)
Seiryuu: I like this song...Miki Shinichirou doesn't sound half bad, and Seki Tomokazu sounds like his normal enthisiastic self. ^_^ ~ Just think of a Youji/Ken duet~ XD
Byakko: AHHHHH~~~~!!! Inoue Kazuhiko!! As usual, his voice is perfect...but Nakahara Shigeru's voice sounds weird...like he's trying too hard...they sound weird together, but at least Inoue Kazuhiko's solo is great...
Suzaku: One word.. KAWAII! *nods* Takahashi Naozumi and Miyata Kouki are great!! Their songs are always good! XD I really like both their voices...Miyata has a nice boyish voice, and Naozumi has a nice "tinge" in his voice.
<Wednesday - 03.06.02>
11:14 PM PST
np: Welcome to my Romance - Gravitation
yay. I have fast fingers. @_@; 
*Take The Ice Cream Flavour Test!*
Strawberry....for some reason, that reminds me of Shuichi...must be the pink hair...ahh...I must go eat Pocky now...don't ask me why I feel the sudden urge...
Your Results:
You were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere around the territory of what is now know as modern Ireland, approximately in the year 1475.
Your profession was: artist, magician, fortune teller.
A brief psychological profile of you in that past life:
Bohemian personality, mysterious, highly gifted, capable to understand ancient books. Magician abilities, could be a servant of dark forces.
A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is:
Your problem -- to learn to love and to trust Universe. You are bound to think, study, reflect, develop inner wisdom.
do you remember?
5:16 PM PST
np: Umi - Hayashi Nobutoshi
And sometimes it is easy
Sometimes it is hard
Sometimes you walk in light
Sometimes you walk in darkness
And for a long time...
So long you think you can do it forever,
You can tread the line between
You can walk between the light and the darkness,
Caring for neither, only for yourself...
...Only, though, so long as you walk the path alone
Because with every path you cross
Every road that joins with yours,
For even the briefest time,
You have to make a choice of the way in which you walk
And sometimes to walk in the light you have to walk the harder road
And every choice makes other choices
And every road other roads
And with every choice, the easy road or hard
The dark road or the bright,
it becomes harder to change the way in which you walk
Once in a while, you see where the road is leading
You see whose road would cross yours
Whose path would intersect with yours
But often, it is only random chance
Even from random chance, though, good could come
Because there are things in the world beyond yourself worth fighting for
The old roads end, but with each ending of a road, another road begins
Sometimes the road is easy to see, worn smooth, trodden by many feet already
And sometimes it is only waiting, for new feet to walk it, to find where it leads
It is not always an easy road...
But always, always, it is there, if you are willing to look for it...
4:46 PM PST
np: Brenda - Powder Snow
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organised
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive
Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticising
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and travelling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic
<Tuesday - 03.05.02>
10:45 PM PST
np: Love Toropicana - Jungle wa Itsumo No Hare Nochi Guu OP
10:30 PM PST
np: Ano Hi Ni - Video Girl Ai
W00t!!! One of the craziest and most entertaining anime in the world. YES! I REPEAT!!! IN. THE. WORLD!!!
<Monday - 03.04.02>
05:22 PM PST
np: Good Day Good Night - Vanilla H (GA)
eheh...~o~; That doesn't tell me anything, really...
Now I have to start on tomorrow's homework.
11:22 AM PST
np: ENDLESS LOVE ENDLESS ROAD - Tidas & Yuna (FFX)
++Sunday + 03.03.02 ++
07:30 PM PST
Tired.
Dead.
01:30 AM PST
np: ... 
Take the "How immature are you?" Test
created by sami
01:24 AM PST
np: Devil's Trill - MIDI (midi's are cool)
Idealist 10
Rationalist 8
Traditionalist 5
Hedonist 7
Your temperament type is Idealist.
The basic motive of the Idealist type is the desire for perfection. The Idealist desires:
Idealists want to search for Self, to become themselves, to have a goal, a purpose in life, to be self-actualized, to be and become real, to be what they are meant to be and to have an identity which is uniquely theirs, to become self-actualized into a perfect whole and to have an identity which is perfectly unique, to have meaning, to have their significance appreciated, or at the very least, recognized as existing, to have integrity, that is unity, with no facade, no mask, no pretense, no sham, no playing of roles, to be genuine, to communicate authentically, to be in harmony with the inner experiences of self, to avoid a life of bad faith, to live a life of significance, making a difference in the world, to experience life as a drama, to be sensitive to the subtle gestures and metaphoric behavior in relationships, to help others become kinder, warmer, and more loving human beings, to reform the world, to romanticize their experiences, their lives, and the experiences and lives of others.
Positive attributes: altruistic, analytical, authentic, behaved, believing, benevolent, calm, caring, chart maker, communicative, compassionate, compliant, conscientious, considerate, creative, cultured, deep, deliberate, dependable, detail conscious, detailed, disciplined, emotional, empathic, enthused, enthusiastic, ethical, even-tempered, exacting, faithful, fervent, genuine, helpful, idealistic, industrious, inspired, intuitive, loyal, musical, nurturing, orderly, organized, perfectionist, persistent, personal, planner, pleasing, precise, prophetic, psychic, relating, reliable, respectful, scheduled, self-sacrificing, sensitive, serious, sincere, spiritual, subjective, sympathetic, systematic, thoughtful, understanding, unifier, unworldly, visionary, warm, well-behaved, well-organized.
Negative attributes: alienated, bashful, confused, credulous, critical, depressed, detached, difficult, estranged, exacting, fussy, guilt prone, hard to please, hypochondriac, indecisive, inflexible, insecure, introvert, judgmental, loner, moody, moralistic, mystical, negative attitude, overly sensitive, perfectionistic, pessimistic, picky, revengeful, resentful, too sensitive, skeptical, self-absorbed, self-critical, self-righteous, stuffy, suspicious, touchy, unforgiving, unpopular, unrealistic, withdrawn, worry prone.
++Saturday + 03.02.02 ++
09:22 PM PST
np: To a Brand New World - Seramyu Musical 3
08:59 PM PST
np: Triple Dreams - Seramyu Musical 3
++Friday + 03.01.02 ++
03:45 PM PST
np: Hokuto no Ken - Heart of Madness
I long to see
I long to hold
Dreams I believe
I long to laugh
I long to cry
I long to love
Wanna touch the sky
++Thursday + 02.28.02 ++
11:50 PM PST
np: Hidamari wo Tsurete - Yonekura Chihiro
Note: IMHO only~! haha..~
++ Monday + 02.25.02 ++
11:00 PM PST
np: Beethoven - Piano Sonata No. 8 - Pathetique (2nd Movement)
For a whole day. I have totally screwed up my eating habits and metabolism. So if I were to eat all those food for breakfast, I wouldn't be able to eat anything afterwards. No, not because I don't want to, more like I can't. Yes. There's something very wrong about this. I used to be able to eat like an endless pit and it scares me that I can't eat a lot anymore without feeling sick. I went home today and tried to stuff myself just for the heck of eating, but couldn't get more than a few swallows of rice. Wonderful revelation. Great. Really...Not. Now I have to retrain myself to eat normally, before my eating habit becomes permanent. But as for now, skipping dinner doesn't sound that bad. (I never thought I would say that.)
05:15 PM PST
np: Brave Heart - Hayashibara Megumi (Shaman King)
05:00 PM PST
np: Katsuai - Hayami Sho (Bronze Endmax)
At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover.
Which ever way you turn - you feel that you are being utterly thwarted. There is considerable conflict in the air... but you will stick to your beliefs and not be deterred in endeavouring to attain your objectives.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence...and there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
You are trying to prove yourself .. not only to yourself.. but also to everyone around you...There is much that you would like to say and do .. but the situation warrants self-restraint .. and that is the last thing that you have on your mind..It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it. But you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions ... You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes and respect your opinions. Only when this compliance is established, will you feel at ease and secure.
It is strange that the anxiety that you are experiencing at this time is of your own makings simply because of your desire to be respected by your fellow man and with those whom you work with. You are not satisfied. The normal congenial "you" is becoming quite introverted. This is becoming increasingly more obvious because you seem to shy away from participating in everyday activities ... You are refusing to allow yourself to become involved, or to participate with others and it is the reluctance to communicate that is the inherent cause of your problems.
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